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17 August 2008 @ 04:54 am
Night-Terror Induced Insomnia  
It's bad enough that I have to wait until I'm completely and utterly exhausted to even bother trying to sleep.. but only getting an hour's worth of sleep and waking up near screaming?

C'mon now... that's just not cool.

So I'm getting all kinds of weird vibes right now. I don't know why... or maybe I just don't want to think about it. Something is coming, I can feel it. The dreams, the voices, it's all bad. I'd like to hope that it's nothing to do with Arthur (or that... um... kid), but there's always that fear buried deep inside me. Maybe it's a family member? I wish I knew.

If only I could hold onto my dreams for more than a fleeting moment, I might be able to make some sense of them. I'm getting really irritated by the urge to scream when I wake up (cold sweats suck, as well).

I remember small bits and pieces... the blood on my hands... the bodies... and I keep asking myself if I was the one that did it. Without remembering the rest of the dreams, I can't answer my own question...